I love you......but wanna die!

I know that you really love me,

But wanna die

And I know that you really hate me,

But without me you just cry

Yes I know you don't understand me,

But cry and smile

Even if I know that you got away!

It's the day where I met you.....

And the day where I found you

I know that I really doubt now 

But still there is a bit my Heart out of steel

Why didn't you run away...?

I screamed and hurt you with my own name,

But still.......  I can't stop loving this thriiiill.!

I know that you can't stand next to me,

But can't walk away

I know you really can't be nice,

But still compliment me

I know you will leave me,

But you always kiss me with these ugly pure lips of yours

I know that you don't wanna help me,

But talk with me 

About the World that I'm in 

And you wanna come in 

I know that I don't love you,

But I can't let go

Let go of your beautiful smile

It's terrifying.....

Am I really that great to you?

You always have fear of my own hands though,

But I know that you really doubt now 

And can't hold back 

I wanna be with you

I know that you aren't alone....

There is still this Guy on the Phone

I can't trust you anymore,

But I still love you more then normal

Please go to him you will be happy

You then left me without any word

But after Time passed you came back to me

With lots of scars and blood everywhere, you scream:

I know that you are sad,

But still laugh with me

Even when I can't stand you,

I still be with you

And now I realized I hate you

More then him and that is why he is not the true one 

I now heard what you said

It just really maked me sad,

But I still love you

I can't hold you,

But I won't let you dooown......

I know that you can't go back to me

But still are with me

Oh no! I am holding you in my arms

Please just kill me

I know that you are the right one,

But you are gone 

And even when I fight it just can't be 

Ich möchte mal mit Leuten reden die sich so fühlen wie in diesem Gedicht.

Ich habe nie geliebt, aber ja, ist mir eingefallen.

Thena