Englisches Gedicht: Why?

Hey, Hello, Hi

How are you Mom

(Are you really okay?)

Always telling that it is ok

Did I do something that made you cry?

I don't understand

where you are instead 

(You scream out my name)

But I can't see you anywhere

Where is my beloved mother now?

Where is the World that I wanna see?

(You broke it apart)

But I made it just for you and me 

And you had to destroy it now all

I hate myself!

I wanna die...

(Poor little Daughter of yours)

But I know that you won't care at all

And even don't try to understand 

I can see you....

Welcome to my perfect world!

According to a friend of mine

Why are you destroying what is mine

Are you really nice?

Why did you leave me on this chair?

I feel Insanity

It's coming nearer and it's now

eating my innocent soul

Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain!

Now you are not with me!

Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer!

Not loving me now.....

Ok! I will stop bragging with my own

(Problems that are eating me up)

I didn't want to hurt you mother!

But I see that you are here now.....

Babbling at me that I have to stop

(Doing the things that I love)

And I understand you now 

I will never stop hating you for that 

What did I do that you hate me so?

(I love you mom)

Why don't you want me to be happy for you?

(I have loved you)

Where were you when I have hurted myself?

(It's over now)

What am I to you?

Princess or Psychopath?

Welcome to my perfect world!

According to a friend of mine

Why are you destroying what is mine

Are you really nice?

Why did you leave me on this chair?

I feel Insanity

Darkness ate me and you did nothing to stop that

Pain! Suffer! Death! Darkness! Pressure!

You did not stop that....

Welcome and goodbye!

I don't need you anymore!

I want you to feel my pain

and today will be the day....

Your Body will be just one mess

Why aren't you seeing me?

I thought you could feel what your daughter feels but

No! No! No! No! No! No!

You don't understand me!

Stabbing! Stabbing! Stabbing! Stabbing! Stabbing! Stabbing!

Until you feel like me!

Hate! Hate! Hate! Hate! Hate! Hate!

I have really loved you.......

So......Hier sind meine Gefühle aufgeschrieben......

Thena